Lolo Knows

A big part of our adult work is rechoosing how we want to be. Most of us didn't have a perfect childhood. However, if we are still caught in a web of negative behaviors and patterns from childhood, we can free ourselves. When we notice ourselves acting in ways we dislike, we can stop and consciencly choose how we would like to act or respond in that instance. We are not chained to the past; we have the power right now to rechoosing how we want to be. 

Everybody has a Judas in their lives and sometimes several. Some are friends, but most are unfortunately in your own damn family. I can relate to Jesus. It's hurtful as shit. The reason this occurs is lack of real understanding and so many being so far in their own asses to ever even want to try to understand who you are and why you feel and think the way you do. It's fucked up, but that's what it is, but you know what you do have control over, how you respond or don't respond to the bullshit. You don't have to answer to things especially if they are coming at you as an attack because that's all you will get at the end of the day, your  feeling like you were nailed at the cross. So, don't say shit!!! Keep it moving. Sometimes saying nothing is everything. 

I thought about this little girl today and how much she makes me happy and how much I want to continue to love her forever. This is me and her spirit is all I care about loving. As long I love her, I can love everyone else around me. I keep this picture on my dresser to look at everyday as a reminder. It's very therapeutic and it couldn't hurt trying to see yourself like this too. Most of us wouldn't hurt our own children, so why you ever hurt yourself knowing that little baby still lives inside you? Love and light to you all.